I feel like I should be healing by now, but I’m not. There is a hole inside of me that I cannot explain. I don’t have any words left for this pain. Don’t watch these videos if you don’t want to. It’s just my pain immortalized. No, I do not think this is private. This is what the world did. It should have to see the product of its chaos.
This is long. This is how I feel. It’s cut up to spare you ALL of the crying.
And yes…Hey Jude…It was his favorite.